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Welcome


Description


I live my life by the rules, and the rules are set by me.

The Girl


-minshan-
&; ah mao
&; 29.o4.1987
&; nanhua girl + sa + nanyang business school undergraduate
&; mao 5 club

-typical taurean-
&; loyal
&; practical
&; determined
&; resourceful
&; stubborn
&; short-tempered

-hearts-
&; jay chou
&; S.H.E. >> Hebe
&; R&B
&; chinese songs
&; watching tv
&; ball games
&; singing
&; gossiping
&; mahjong-ing
&; sleeping

-loathes-
&; betrayers
&; liars
&; backstabbers
&; bullies

Wish Upon a *Star


To be richer
Good grades
See jay chou
Go to jay's every concert
Happier life
Adapt to university life

SweetHearts


|SookYee|
|Bena|
| |HuangPing|
|Elyse|
|Hubert|
|Abby|
|JieFang|
|Katherine|
|Class A51|
|Feebs|
|YeanLing|
|JieSung|
|YueKai|


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!Monday, February 21, 2005

ouch! having chest pain.. it comes n goes.. feeling veri horrible now.. haix.. did maths today.. veri sian diao.. quite hard.. i cannot seem to finish all the homework.. upcoming test for CLA.. i am totally in no mood to study.. i am still feeling veri down.. but not as bad as yesterday.. though life sucks now.. i haf to accept it and go on with it.. i am anticipating for all the block tests and prelims and Alvls.. i am not mad or insane.. hoping everything will pass easily and ASAP coz tt means alot to me.. it signifys the day for me to leave the shitty school foreva.. the start of me happy life is wad i am anticpating.. anywayz.. one more thing to add.. i was veri glad when mr peh, my econs teacher, walked over to me and asked me how i was feeling n all tt.. the onli thing i said to him was, " sorry mr peh.. i have not done ur econs work due last week.." he said, " nvm, do it slowly, can hand in to me next week." then he asked " so u noe where is ur class stall?" i said yes.. then he said " okie.. take care.." he is so nice and caring. i wld rather haf him as my CT.. coz of this.. i respect him n look up upon him.. probably another nice teacher in SA other than mr den ho...

Shanny
; @ 10:08 AM


!Sunday, February 20, 2005

today was my grandma's funeral.. everything was okie until the moment she was kinda pushed into the thingy to be cremated.. tt's very sad.. everyone started calling her.. the atmosphere was reeli sad..i wasnt in the veri good mood after tt..

managed to rush down for SA's campus rumpus.. but coz of my lousy mood.. everything went wrong.. i was having a veri serious mood swing.. veri veri bad one actualli.. though i wanted my frens to be with me after my stupid 'service to college' but i juz din wanna force them lah.. but i am not angry or wad.. juz tt not in the mood to go and tell ppl, "hey i am veri sad today leh.." dun wan to look pitiful or wad, tt's not me too.. even till this very moment.. my emotions are still veri strong.. feeling unhappie and damn neglected.. today simply sucks.. i cried so many times.. dislike it.. but i hate the feeling of swallowing my tears more.. its alwayz hard to act on the brave front.. though most of the time i managed to do it.. but ultimately, the one suffering silently is juz me.. onli me..

why is life like this? the moment i try my best to be happie with the stupid life i am leading, something bad muz happen to prove to me tt it's impossible to reeli like my shitty life now.. i noe its so selfish to keep hoping tt the same old frens will be with me alwayz.. but i juz cannot help it.. they are like the onli ppl i can turn to.. but i am alwayz selfish.. today i tried not to.. tt's y i feel so damn sad... i am juz being too hopeful.. tt's it..

Shanny
; @ 3:40 PM


!Thursday, February 17, 2005

my grandma passed away.. somethin unhappie in the family.. wells.. quite busy this week.. and veri tired..

Shanny
; @ 1:35 PM


!Tuesday, February 08, 2005

well.. ended at 1.15pm today.. then went for tuition.. basically.. boring n tiring.. but now still dun feel like slping.. i watched the jay's concert vcd AGAIN..he is a very outstanding performer.. anyone who has money but no where to spend.. go buy his vcd lah.. i swear it is worth it.. coz i went for the concert le mah.. then still can enjoy so much.. lolz.. juz now listen to Duan Le De Xuan, tot of somebody... the lyrics veri coincidental... haix.. i am so happie.. i am going back to nanhua tml.. yeah! hahaz.. i dunno wad to write le.. anyway.. posted those pictures.. nice right.. all the jay's pics so so so damn shuai n cool.. love him...




Shanny
; @ 2:49 PM


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i dunno wad to say.. i juz love him too much.. Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 2:35 PM


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someone took it at his concert.. juz managed to find it lah.. hahaz Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 2:34 PM


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in deep thoughts.. Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 2:33 PM


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hahaz.. actualli.. i haf nothin against jolin.. jay is so shuai right? no link ..ahhaz.. Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 2:32 PM


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OMG.. he is so cool lah! Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 2:31 PM


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my gang members.. but the one on the right is like abit too guai.. ahhaz.. Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 2:30 AM


!Monday, February 07, 2005

hahaz.. i am so happie today! i bought Jay's Concert VCD le!! hoorayzZ.. i think it juz came out some days b4.. the moment i see it.. i grabbed it liaoz.. muahahahz! veri nice leh the concert.. i think i gonna buy the live cd le.. coz alot of live versions veri veri nice.. he is so damn cool lah! love him to the core..

so basically... i din do alot of stuff today... wanna do maths tutorial.. but those left de are all i dunno de.. ahhaz.. think my tuition teacher will kill me tml! ahaz.. wellz.. i am so hungry now.. i gonna go eat dinner le.. lolZz..


Shanny
; @ 11:35 AM


!Sunday, February 06, 2005

noticed i posted most of the pictures b4? hahaz.. yeah lorz.. post for fun lah.. coz the photos veri nice mah.. coz got me.. and my dearest jay chou.. anywayz.. i am so slack today.. din carry out wad i wanna do.. homework.. eh.. i spent like 2 hours plus juz to do econs mcq 10.1 10.2 n 10.3.. so hard lah! my econs sucks.. so now.. my econs notes beside me.. but i am using the comp.. hoorayz.. no mood to study.. lolzZ.. i feel so guilty.. but suan le.. its veri hard for me to slack... so.. time to rest.. hahaz..


*its good to smile at ppl*


Shanny
; @ 9:28 AM


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yesh lah.. jay again.. coz i love him too much... Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 9:19 AM


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he looks good in pink? of coz la.. so shuai right? Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 9:18 AM


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the handphone commercial.. look like? Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 9:17 AM


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elyse has tt going-to-die face.. minshan is energetic.. heez.. Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 9:16 AM


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corny huh.. Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 9:15 AM


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minshan on the sand? Posted by Hello


Shanny
; @ 9:14 AM


!Saturday, February 05, 2005

hahaz.. mingliang.. this is not a sad entry k.. a quite happie one i supposed.. eh.. today is boring.. coz of all the lousy tutorials.. but its so good to end the day early.. promised to go buy clothes with alan after sch.. so i rotted all the way from 12.15pm till 2.45pm.. then went queensway with him n funshen.. wells.. i am a fashion consultant.. i think they bought nice stuff.. coz is i choose de! muahahaz.. anywayz.. nowadays.. guys are sooooooo image conscious.. hahaz.. buy clothes need to think for so long.. but i got no choice.. coz i wanna pei my laogong mah.. and i nothin to do.. then i had to go off earlier to meet kathie and sharon at je for catching up n blah blah blah lah.. toked bout alot of stuff... unimportant ones.. ahhaz.. then i called jieshan to come n meet us.. hoorayzZ.. she got no overtime.. so she came and we toked and bitch lah.. hahaz.. love toking to js.. hahaz.. miss her so much.. then bout 8pm... saw nigel walking in alone.. so went to pei him.. but he says he is the one accompanying me.. nvm lah.. wadeva.. he cut his hair.. and was abit sad.. hahaz.. coz i supposed it din turn out the way he wans lah.. then saw funshen.. hahaz.. he went out with his og pplz.. then me n nigel rot on lorz.. reached home at 10 plus.. latest for weekdays.. lolzZ.. overall.. i am happy today..mingliang, heard tt?

*complete my life*


Shanny
; @ 3:13 PM


!Friday, February 04, 2005

i got into this dumb quarrel with my sis on sunday.. i wun say i wasnt at fault.. but she is simply unreasonable at times.. so.. i haven been reeli toking to her.. and this week is a horribly hectic week for me.. all the tests and lotsa memorising to do for CLA.. my life is soo boring.. with onli mugging n mugging.. yah.. i am so sick today.. vomited and was dying actualli.. but i stayed on to do the maths test and tahan the boring 2-hr GP lesson.. yucks.. then go home.. slpt.. coz i was so damn tired.. then mugged for chinese.. more tests to come.. but i think i will thank the teacher in the end.. noe wad.. we are finishing the CLA syllabus by term ends.. hahaz.. wow.. more tests to come.. how to cope.. mug lorz.. hahzz.

i am bloody sad these few days.. coz of all the moodswings n stress i am suffering from.. think i am pushing myself too hard.. i find it so hard to smile and reeli laugh at sumthin/sumone like b4.. i feel so far away from my frens.. seldom see them in sch also.. except the few minutes in the morning.. tt's certainly not enuff.. i cannot balance my time spent on schwork n on my frens...

argh.. i am gona rest abit this weekend.. coz i am falling sick again..

*it is good to be polite.. hahaz..*


Shanny
; @ 2:40 PM